Some mornings getting out of bed is just too hard. Today is one of those day's.
My sweet Atticus would be starting 1st grade today. I have done nothing but cry all morning. I miss him. I watched the school bus pass our has and just cried. He was so excited to take the bus (even though I would have let him-- or I would have had to be on it with him). He was so excited to eat lunch with Tristano, his favorite neighbor friend. Im so jealous of those moms that get to see their kids off. Jealous of the fight they are fighting to get their kids up. Jealous of the morning rush to get everything ready. Jealous that they get to do it will all their kids when I will forever be, minus one.
I love you Atticus. Mommy misses you so much sweetheart.
My handsome boy...
1st day of Preschool 2011
2nd day of Preschool 2011
5 comments:
Such a handsome boy, so loved and missed.
I'm here for you Cind.
love you
jen
Oh Cindy iam so so sorry:-( you are in my prayers. Xoxo
Always thinking of you and your family on days like today. Y'all are forever in my thoughts and prayers.
I read this linked blog post and thought of you. It was written by another mom who shares your feelings. I hope you don't mind me sharing.
http://stillstandingmag.com/2014/08/one-less-second-grader/
My sister lost her daughter to cancer 6 months ago. The first day of school last week was torture for her too. Her daughter would have been in 8th grade. That usually busy exciting day will forever just be a reminder that one is missing. I am so sorry for u both.
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